my boyfriend is the sweetest boy is the world.

ever. no question about it.

but after yester day im wondering why is he being so sweet?

he asked me a pretty serious question last night:

"how long do you want to stay a virgin?"

and i really honestly didn't know the answer.

i really like him...like i love him. and i was sure he loved me back. but now, im not so sure why.

i know i'm pretty. im happy about the way i look. is that the only reason he wants to be with me? because guys think im hot?

and i was thinking do i really want to have sex with him?

i tried to imagine it...and i cannot see my self doing that for atleast another year, if not more.

but i really do love him, and i want to be with him. and he says he wants to be with me too. for a really really really long time.

he tells me that im the best girlfriend he's ever had, and he makes me feel so special....and i feel horrible for not trusting him....

am i wrong for thinking like this?

i need help...and i want to be able to talk to him.....god i wish he'd call me.